It's almost 12 years since my step-dad died, and I find myself still grieving. I miss him, and I find it hard to talk about it with anyone. I find it hard talking about him with people who never knew him, and those who did are a long way away.
I've been feeling very lonely recently too. I can be in a room crowded with friends, even extremely close friends, and still feel on the outside. The odd one out. I will be at home with my husband and son, and still feel lonely.
I am grateful that I have Jesus, I am grateful that God loves me. I know that if it weren't for my faith I probably wouldn't even be here anymore. Sad but true.
I have a heavy heart today. And feel weepy. I feel extremely stupid feeling all those things when I am so blessed, and others have so many more issues to deal with than me.
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